I am not sure if the title encompasses ALL that has happened in the last few days. WHEW! God has been SO good to me on this trip, and I do realize I that I have said that a lot, but man is He over the TOP in LOVE WITH ME! HA!
I went to my friends church when I was in Tulare/Visalia area and one guy who was praying (didn't know anything about me or that I was on a trip, just knew that I was new there) said that he saw me on this "quest for fire". He saw me on this search/quest for MORE of God, which is true. And THAT doesn't even cover the welcome I received from my new found sister Karina. She invited me to stay with her and her kids Wednesday. I felt so blessed to have a complete stranger open their house and life up to me, AGAIN.
Then there is the rental car. AGAIN I got a free upgrade... this time from a Hyundai accent to a Ford mustang... yeah. I know right. They didn't even offer it to me, they just did it. I wish I had a picture of the look on my face when I saw it come out. Totally unexpected.
I must say, this is kind of a short version of things that have been happening. I have seen visions, followed them only find that God is totally showing me things all the time. I see spiritual things a lot more than I understand, or to be honest, even care to see at times. Example: when I was driving to Redding, CA to go to Bethel Church I had a vision that I would meet a man and a women. The man had short, brown hair and a nice bluish shirt on, the women had a black sweater on. I asked God where they would be, because if I was supposed to meet them I wanted to make sure I was there and that it really was God, NOT me. So, I arrived and completely forgot about the vision I had. Then I went through a "fire tunnel" (a tunnel of people who pray for you as you walk through it) and while sitting up front afterwards a man came out and he was so full of joy that he could barely walk. I saw that God was filling this man with more of His spirit because it wasn't only for him, but also for his unbelieving family. I went and told this man about what I was seeing and hearing. He received it. I then met his daughter. We talked for awhile. It was not until later that I realized that he had a nice blue shirt on with brown hair and that his daughter had a black sweater on! Out of all the people to talk to.... and we met up front on the left side of the church... Not only that but today while driving to Portland I picked up a man and a woman who needed a ride. They were lovely people, John and Debbie. The night before I had a dream about a man who had experienced so much grief in his life that it kept calling him back, he couldn't get rid of it. There was a woman in the dream as well. Somewhere along dropping them off I sensed God telling me that it wasn't just a dream, that that man was John. So I asked him if he had experienced a lot of grief in his life, a lot of losses. He said yes, a lot. I told him my dream and that God wanted him to know some stuff and I shared with him those things. I totally was able to bless them. They believe in God, but don't have much of a relationship with Him. This opened up more doors for them! I was SERIOUSLY ONLY THE VESSEL. I don't always pick people up either, I prayed first and felt it was ok. :) I must say though, I LOVE BEING THE VESSEL/MESSAGE CARRIER! HA!
Anyways, NOW I am in Portland! YAY! I am SO excited to see what is going to happen while I am here! I'll keep you POSTED! But one thing ya'll... here is something that was from the Bethel sermon I went to... something to chew on: Satan tricks us into thinking that the bad, negative thoughts are our own. (summarized quote of Kris Valliton) That's how he gets us. So next time you start thinking that you are nothing, people don't care, see they don't want to listen, I don't matter, whatever it is.... THOSE AREN'T YOUR THOUGHTS! HA! Those are Satans! We just keep replaying them and believe that they are ours. They aren't. I like that.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!
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