Full and satisfied...

I never thought that I would ever honestly be able to say this without any worry, fear, caution, or hindrance, but God is more good than I have ever imagined... Here it is: I AM TRULY SO HAPPY... Not just the happy that the world knows that is continually fleeting and impossible to attain for any measure of time, no this is JOY UNSPEAKABLE... My heart is so full and satisfied with Jesus, Daddy, and Holy Spirit and where he's placed me and the people he has given me. I thought I would be happy and satisfied in some other country... I'd be understood and received elsewhere, never in America though... Definitely not America... Well, here I am in little ol' central California, not some big city where I could be surrounded by crazy hippy type Jesus lovers... HA! I'm surrounded by people who are radically in love with Jesus and while they don't always understand me, they LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY and ACCEPT ME FOR ME! Because they know Jesus, they know me and because I know Jesus, I know them... It's heart to heart connections that I've never experienced before, but I've longed for my entire life. I've longed to be alive to see this happen in the body of Christ... This love, this hope, this joy, this peace, these relationships... People finally being set free, in love, fully connected with Jesus and with each other... The understanding of TRUE FAMILY... My heart is full and satisfied... To awaken the body of Christ to be FULLY IN LOVE WITH JESUS AND EACH OTHER IS WHAT I WOULD GLADLY LAY MY LIFE OWN FOR... I've been blessed to see glimpses of this here in Central California, LA, Seattle, Victoria, Canada and Vancouver, Canada... I thought I'd be happy in the middle of the continent of Africa, in the bush bush, serving and loving children. I thought my life would be fulfilled there... But I've found my life being fulfilled here. Surrounded by a diverse group of people (Asians, Mexicans, African Americans, First Nations, Europeans, etc...) who are all radically in love with Jesus, Daddy, and Holy Spirit... I have found my kind of crazy!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA Seriously though... We love each other, we hug each other, guys and girls spend time with each other without any fear of "relationship", and we learn how to love those that are sometimes more difficult to love. We have real joy. We have real peace. All we want to do is SHARE IT! We can't give away enough of it... We run around like crazy loving and hugging people and praying for them... Worshipping on the street! Jesus isn't just about one day service, he's about OUR WHOLE LIVES!!! He wants all of us or none of us and I've been blessed to be with people who live like it really does depend just on Jesus... HA! So that has been my little life... I want ALL OF YOU TO HAVE THIS TOO!!! JESUS IS WAY MORE THAN ENOUGH!!! I WANT YOU TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THIS IN YOUR LIFE!!! Whatever that looks like for you, because we are ALL unique and different! So my prayer is that everyone would radically meet Jesus... FACE TO FACE... That all would see Daddy God (not in fully glory) and sit on his lap... That everyone would experience the joy and comfort that Holy Spirit brings... and that we would all learn to live radical family and faith OUT LOUD! Because we are all family, so of us just don't know it yet!!! HAHAHA!!!!!! MUCH LOVE XOXOXOXOXO hahahhahah dooo doo dooo dooo dooododo! HAHAHA! just my little diddy at the end... :)